Been A Few Weeks

Haven't posted in a few weeks. Since my last post. I have been sick with a cold and the flu and so have all the kids. Been trying to relax and get over this sickness. Still having problems with my breathing and chest pains and just at the point where its too much. I am not sure how much I can take, but the Lord knows and I am trying to remember that He is in control. and will not give me more than I can handle.

We bought I wii fit in hopes of getting in shape to see if that will help with this problem I am having. Kyla loves it too. She loves to do running and the aerobics which she calls fancy dance lol. I am trying to keep moving and do my everyday routines and not let my health interfere with my life but its hard sometimes and takes a lot out of me. I just pray that the Lord takes this problem from me and I can go back to being healthy again. I know it will happen in His time but waiting is not my strong suit.

The kids are doing wonderful. Growing so much as always. Kyla will be four years old in a little over a month. Time has gone by so fast. I can not believe my baby will be four years old, next time I blink she will be all grown up with kids of her own. It just makes you realize to cherish every single moment you have with your kids and family because it goes by so fast.

I thank the Lord for my babies.

Anxiety Attack

So I had another attack last night, and didn't get to sleep until three a.m.
I went online this morning to research this disorder I am told I have and I just don't understand how I can have an anxiety disorder when I don't have any stress in my life. I don't feel stressed or worried about anything huge, so why am I having these attacks.
The one I had last night was weird. It lasted five hours with attacks happening in small burst the whole time. It wasn't as intense as the other ones I have had but very scary and tiring none the less. I just don't know how much longer I can keep this up. Its getting to me physically and emotionally. Why am I having these all of a sudden and why do I have a constant chest tightness all day long? I just hope that the Dr I saw knows what he is doing and gave me the right answer to this problem of mine.

I will be posting in here every time I have an attack so I can keep track of them. I just really need some prays for the Lord to take this from me.

Kindergarten

So Kyla will be 4 in April and I currently have her in Kindergarten. She knows so much already that I am positive she will be ready for 1st grade by the start of the next school year. She LOVES to learn and is always looking for an opportunity to learn. We have a few things that I want to focus on before she starts first grade though, but I have no doubt she will be ready. Its weird to think that I will have a four year old 1st grader. I want to do some research on a curriculum for her though. Any suggestions are more than welcome? I am so proud of how smart my big girl is and hope she keeps this excitement for learning for many years to come!!